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09 January 2012 @ 06:35 pm
  • stupid people
  • stupid kids who hang out at the eaton center
  • 10 year olds who wear TNA pants
  • not getting paid
  • waiting 50 billioooooon years to hear if you can keep your job or not
  • winter
  • all the people who USE to my in my circle of friends who decided to stop talking to me because they're fake as SHHIIITTT. Y'all know who you are.
  • people who want to be socialites. IT'S NOT A REAL FUCKING JOB
  • people who abuse welfare,
  • people who are incompetent fucks who think they're fucking stephen hawking.
  • quoting every fucking song on the radio in your tweets
  • people abusing the word "love"
  • 12 year olds who diet.
  • bullies
  • my jeans dying my phone case blue
  • all ages club events
  • my mom being un happy
  • grandpa dying on christmas eve and half the people i'm friends with not giving a SHIT.
  • fake people? did I say that?
  • hypocrites
  • my room being so damn hot that I melt like the witch in the wizard of oz
  • Facebook
Oh yeah, I also have been in a relationship for almost 8 months and I decided to block Ethan out of my life. Kisses! <3
Mood: angryI'm going to punch a baby
04 June 2011 @ 08:39 pm
Alright, I wish I got to post in here more often, but thanks to work and a ton of other things, I haven't gotten the time. So I'm going to talk about the two things that are on my mind. :]

1) PROM: my prom was yesterday evening/ night, and since I don't have any brothers and/ or sisters, I didn't know what to expect. Our theme was a night in paris, let me just say it was NOT a night in paris. Really, prom is just a time for girls to out- do each other with dresses, dance for a few hours and get wasted afterwards. Their was no prom king or queen, no fancy decor, no romantic dances. It was really just people dressing up, eating the same food we eat each time we go to theses events and then everyone leaves around 11 to go get wasted/ high/ go do LSD (I highly doubt kids in the suburbs do LSD, maybe more in the downtown.) I personally had a pretty good time. I had a super poofy tutu dress and 6 inch heels, major killer in a good way, ;) and did a lot of dancing. But in the end, I wish prom was more. More to do with the theme, more dancing then just to today's pop/beats and maybe some kind of prom activity. If I had to rate last night, i'd give it a 6/10/

THINSPO BLOGS: MAKE ME SICK. Jesus christ! I hate seeing girls on tumblr making blogs who pretty much bitch about being "fat" and eating 100 cals a day. Who the fuck cares if you want a gap in between your legs, or hipbones or whatever, be happy with who you are. Guys will flock to you if you have confidence and grace. Even if you weigh 100000 pounds. If you can look hot, you'll be hot. I don't know, maybe I can't relate because i've been somewhat thin all my life, but it's not like I ever wanted to be thin for attention or for guys, or to "fit in". I just have a lifestyle that keeps me in shape. I drink water/ tea a lot, go for walks and go to the gym when I'm bored, and try not to eat anything that will turn me into paula deen. People really need to learn how to be happy with yourself. Who the fuck cares what people think, everyone; from super super fat, to super super thin, look pretty.

Now, I must leave, my pizza needs me.
Mood: boredbored
22 May 2011 @ 12:02 am
1. Had a beer.
2. Been drunk.
3. Touched a real gun.
4. Done drugs.
5. Wrote on a bathroom stall.
6. Read a George Orwell book.
7. Had sex.
8. Got into a fist fight.
9. Used Twitter.
10. Listened to Lady Gaga.
11. Been in a car accident.
12. Gotten suspended.
13. Gotten expelled.
14. Got a computer virus.
15. Had a hand-written diary.
16. Been allergic to something.
17. Had a dog.
18. Had a cat.
19. Been pregnant.
22. Camped out.
23. Swam in the Ocean
24. Wore a dress

25. Meet someone online in person.
26. Made a survey.
27. Used ICQ.

28. Failed a class for the year.
29. Repeated a grade.
30. Went to summer school.
31. Got the high honor roll.

32. Got the regular honor roll (A’s and B’s).

33. Learned to speak another language fluently.
34. Read an entire book.
35. Recorded my own music.
36. Had an xBox.
37. Listened to Rammstein.
38. Wore fishnets.
39. Bought skinny jeans.
40. Been in love.
41. Hated someone.
42. Been cheated on.
43. Cheated on someone.
45. Did something sexual with someone of the same sex.
46. Practiced Christianity.

47. Worn makeup.
48. Had a cavity.
49. Had surgery.
50. Had my license.
51. Been to college.
52. Graduated high school.
53. Attempted suicide.
54. Worn colored contacts.
55. Painted your nails black.
56. Broken someone’s heart.
57. Had my heart broken.
58. Cried for an hour straight.
59. Lost something very valuable.
61. Got separated from my parents as a kid.
62. Broken a bone.
63. Gotten stung by a bee.
64. Eaten something bad/expired.
65. Threw up from being so drunk.
66. Had to put a pet to sleep.
67. Participated in a swinger’s party.
68. Owned an iPod.
69. Owned an iPhone.
70. Fell for a best friend.
71. Stole a friend’s significant other.
72. Got a computer virus.
73. Went away from home for more than a week.
74. Moved out.
75. Ran away.

76. Teased my brother/sister.
77. Gotten into a fist fight.
78. Been to the hospital.
79. Had food poisoning.
80. Had a job.
81. Been fired
82. Lied to a friend.
83. Lied to a family member.
84. Lied to a significant other.
85. Posted a video on YouTube.
86. Started a rumor about someone.
87. Deliberately failed a test.
88. Dropped out of school.
89. Fallen down the stairs.
90. Been skinny dipping.
91. Counted to a million.
92. Counted to a thousand.
93. Ate deer meat.
94. Ate duck meat.
95. Had fast food.
96. Been to church.
97. Been to a synagogue.
98. Been married.
99. Had a divorce.
100. Broken a window.
Mood: annoyedalergies D:
23 April 2011 @ 01:54 am
Have you ever had that moment when everything just bottled up so much, that in one simple moment you just burt out crying because all of your scars just opened?

Yeah, that's me right now. Too much stress. But I need to move on right?

*le sigh*
Mood: crushedcrushed
What I'm dancing to: asleep- emily browning
13 April 2011 @ 12:31 pm
So after going though a lot of changes the past few months, I finally became more positive about things. But everyone around me is so damn depressing! The statuses on facebook read "you stole my heart and now I'm empty. Can't move on" and bullshit like that. Or how on tumblr I see someone bitching about how she wants love and not sex. CALM THE FUCK DOWN. You're 18. The world isn't going to end because you've never been in "love". Or, if your boyfriend breaks up with you, you're not going to grow a tumor and die. Things happen for a reason and you just have to either wait, or do something about it.

For example? I wanted to be famous and have a good job. So, I worked hard, didn't go out all the time on weekends and now I'm working for one of the top 10 hair dresses in canada and traveling around north america and might be meeting Dr. Oz and Oprah. I went from being down and feeling I had nowhere to go, to a better place. People just need to wait! Good things do happen.

So get off your ass, put down the string cheese and make a diffrence, be original and haven fun. Romance can wait, don't get hung up over someone who doesn't care. It's a big world people!

p.s. I've almost been on LJ for 6 years. That scares me.
Mood: creativecreative
06 April 2011 @ 09:12 pm
So, in a relationship?

How many people have you kissed this month?
mouth: 0
cheek: 4?

Could you go a whole year without cursing?

Were you single on Valentine's Day?
I always am.

Have you smoked a cigarette today?
gross, no.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
To be honest, yes. I think smoking is gross.

Do you think relationships are hard?

What's on your schedule for tomorrow?
Work, more work, even more work.

What are you listening to?
Cupcake wars on tv

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Getting ready for bed/ watching millionaire matchmaker

Where did you sleep last night?
in my bed

Who is the last person to send you a message on facebook?
and inbox or chat message?
inbox - Robert
chat - Julia?

If you woke up naked next to the last person you inboxed what would your reaction be?
OH GOD NO. But at least I got laid xD

What does your sixth text in your inbox say?
Telling this guy to come hang out but he was wasted. d'aww. :(

What's the background on your cell?
Something from sucker punch, with blue in it. Mmmm... <3

What are you most excited for right now?
TRAVLIN AND PROM. Also getting out of power!

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
Hotel room bed?

What’s the last song you listened to?
Something by either cher or christina agulera?

You can only drink one liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
Arizona ice tea!

What time do you go to bed?
Usually from 12 am to 1 am? Weekends are later.

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?

Have you ever made a boy cry?
LOL NO. It's more the other way around

Are you afraid of thunder and lightning?
Naah, it's pretty.

Do you believe your friends would do anything for you?
Sadly, I don't think so.

Have you ever kissed someone who was high?
High on what is the question.

Do you laugh a lot?
Depending on the day.

Hook-up or the whole relationship?
Either or at the moment. I'm so forever alone!

How many people do you trust fully?

Who's the last person you told a secret to?
Jacob? Or niko.

Can you say you miss the past?
Some of it yes.

Shit happens, life goes on?

If your parents read your texts right now would you be in trouble?
Not really.

You got laid last night didn't you?

Will you be single over summer?

I bet your going to kiss someone tomorrow, right?
Maybe my boss on the cheek? LOLOLOLOL.

When was the last time you were told you were cute?
Monday. :3

Is the last person you hugged older than you?

You smoked pot lastnight, didn't you?
No. Fuck that.

Have you ever woke up next someone and wanted to puke?
NO. I only sleep with good looking guys.

Do you have an older brother?

What time did you go to sleep last night?
12:20 am.

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat and live forever?
Maybe one night so far.

Next time you will kiss someone?

Ever kissed anyone eighteen or older?
All the time.

Have you made out with anyone in the past week?
No. But I wish I did,

Are you nice to everyone?
If they are nice to me, or during work.

Plan on getting drunk or high today?

Do you like to cuddle?

Did you or have you had sex with the last person you slept with in bed?
That was my ex, and yes I did.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Sponge bob square pants. I'm not joking.

Who was the last person you talked on the phone to?
My mom.

Can you name someone you wouldn't mind throwing off a bridge?
Ethan Mitchel.
Mood: blahblah
19 February 2011 @ 12:37 pm
It's night right now.
There’s something else you should be doing at the moment.
You ate chicken today.
You are lactose intolerant.
There’s a nearby TV on.
You get along with your neighbors. 
Twilight is a horrible series.
You’re hungry right now.
You have worked out today.
Running a mile sounds awful.
You have a job.
You love to bake Christmas cookies.
Your parents are still together.
You woke up before 11 this morning.
Baths are better than showers.
You are 5’5” or shorter.
You hate British accents.
Victoria’s Secret is a good store.
Cats are better than dogs.
The 90’s sucked.
Your cell phone is right next to you.
Your favorite color is either blue or purple.
Your hair is short.
You are by yourself right now.
The last thing you drank was water.
You’re in your PJ’s right now.
Your hair color is natural.
Fred from Youtube is annoying.
You don’t drink soda.
There’s at least 20$ in your wallet.
It’s cold out.
Orange juice is better than apple juice.
You love someone right now.
Video games are awesome.
Your sheets are white.
You have read works by Shakespeare before.
You’re fat.
You’ve been professionally diagnosed with a psychological disorder.
You know someone in the hospital right now.
You’ve showered today.
You know someone who has beaten cancer.
Sneakers are your favorite shoes to wear.
Chocolate is better than vanilla.
You’re allergic to peanuts.
You’ve never been to New York City.
You’ve never been on a varsity sports team.
You want to go to Europe.
You’re using a laptop right now.
Plastic surgery is a good idea. sometimes
Vanilla is the best scent a girl can wear.
You’ve made yourself throw up.
You’ve cheated on someone before.
You have a broken heart at the moment.
Your friends do drugs.

School is too early.
Your nails have nail polish on them right now.
You’re Italian.
You have a tan right now.
You’ve been on a diet before.
You shop in plus sized clothing stores.
Hot Topic is scary.
There are socks on your feet right now.
You’ve used a hair straightener.
Shopping online is easier than shopping in an actual store.
You’re in Verizon’s network.
Cheesecake is delicious.
Your BMI falls into the overweight category.
You have gotten your hair cut in the past month.
Your birthday is within the next 2 months.
You’ve been rejected. <-all. the. time.
Comedies are better than action films.
Math is the best subject.
You are fluent in more than one language.
You love Greek food.
You consider yourself a picky eater.
You have more than 3 pillows on your bed.
You live with your parents.
You’re happy right now. <- to be honest, I am.
You are a high school graduate. <- I still have coop, but pretty much. :P
You have a pet cat.
You were born before April 5th, 1991.
You have brown hair.
You have blue eyes.

You last name is longer than 5 letters long.
You are in a relationship.
You can count to 20 in another language.
You have studied a foreign language.
You voted in the 2008 presidential election.
You own a vehicle that is older than a 2004.
You have worked 3rd shift.
You have worked in a fast food restaurant.
You drove somewhere that was further than a half hour away today.
You live in New Jersey.
You live in Montana.
You live in Pennsylvania.
Your last name begins with an ‘M’.
Your middle name begins with a ‘C’.
Your first name begins with an ‘S’.
You are older than 19.
You are younger than 16.
You are an only child.
Your parents are divorced.
You have more than one sibling.
You are an Aquarius.
You are a vegetarian.
You have a gym membership.
You are in the military.
You have a relative in the military.
You have been to Canada. <- I live in canada.
You have been to Mexico.
You have been to Europe.
You are currently enrolled in college/university.
You have done something you told yourself you wouldn’t.
You have braces.
You wear contact lenses.
You have a tattoo on your ankle.
You have a tattoo on your wrist.
You have a tattoo on your lower back.
You have a tattoo on your upper arm.
You have a lip piercing.
You have a tongue piercing.
You have your nipples pierced.
You have your cartilage pierced.
You have curly hair.
You have received flowers from someone in the last 2 months.
You are engaged.
You are married.
You have children.
You are an aunt or uncle.

Your bedroom walls are blue.
Your bedspread is red.
Your bedroom carpet is beige.
You have been out to eat at a sit-down restaurant in the last week.
You have been drunk in the past 24 hours.
You have lost your virginity before you turned 15.
You are bisexual.  More Bi curious then anything.
You watch Scrubs.
You watch Jon & Kate Plus 8.
You watch American Idol.
You have been to the movies within the last month.
You have cursed in front of your grandparents. <- He can't hear no understands it. LOL.
You had a lunch box with a cartoon character on it when you were little.
You actually pay attention to politics.
You are still waiting for your first kiss.
You have kissed someone within the last week.

You have kissed three or more people this year.

You would kiss the last person you kissed again.

You were told you looked cute today.
You were hugged today.
Your best friend is the opposite sex.

You have paid more than $100 on one item of clothing.
You had a date to prom.
You are a good speller.
You are always on time.
You believe in karma.

You have done something illegal within the last 24 hours.
You have ridden an elevator within the last 3 days.
You have spent the night at someone else’s house within the last 2 weeks.
You have been out of the country within the last year.
You love Chinese food.
You love Italian food.
You love Mexican food.
You love country music.

You love rap.
You love hip hop.
You love punk rock.
You love hard rock.
You love metal.
You love classic rock.
You love bluegrass.
You love oldies.
You love techno.
You love instrumental music.

You know someone younger than 10 who passed away.

You have taken pictures of yourself just because you were bored.
You have been in a car wreck.
You have had stitches.
You have a parent who is a teacher.
You have a checking account.
You have a debit card.
You have a currently have a $2 bill in your possession.
You have dated someone who was 2 years younger than you.
You have dated someone who was 2 years older than you.
You have broken up with someone for someone else.
You have cheated on someone.
You have been cheated on.
You are Catholic.
You are Mormon.
You are Buddhist.
You are Agnostic.
You wish at 11:11.
You have had your current job for more than 3 months.
You have had your heart broken.
You broke someone else’s heart.
You felt bad about it.

You have an Aunt Karen.
You have an Uncle Bill.
You have a cousin Sarah.
You have a cousin Adam.
You have worked with a Danielle.
You have ridden in a car with a Stephen.
You have hugged a Tiffany.
You have kissed a Blake.
You have had class with a David.
You have had a crush on an Emily.
You have dated a Derek.
You have been neighbors with a Hannah.
You have done something just for the fact that you were old enough to.
You have been to a cemetary at midnight.
You have been a vampire for Halloween.
You have been a witch for Halloween.
You have been a pumpkin for Halloween.
You have stayed up for 48 hours straight .
You have been to walmart in the past 3 days.
You own a pair of scrubs.
You own a cowboy hat.
You own a leather coat.
You are missing someone right now.
You have been let down recently.
You have had someone you thought you
could trust betray you.
You would rather have a one-night stand than a relationship.
You would rather win $500 from the lottery, than guest on a game show.
You have met someone famous.
Mood: frustratedfrustrated